I just feel.

Why do I feel like junk after such a great weekend. I realy should be doing my education homework that is due tomorrow, but I really don't feel like it. I took a drive out to Walmart for some needed cereal, and then took the long way home. I wish I had a driving buddy, but they are all in bed, or off in another city right now. It felt good to get off of campus, and go fast, wind in hair, not a soul around. But it hurts me to feel the way I do right now. It is almost like I don't know what to say or what to do and I certainly don't understand why. I just feel.